Krijim letrar nga m\u00ebsuesja e gjuh\u00eb-let\u00ebrsis\u00eb Mirela Mu\u00e7aj, nj\u00eb shkrim i cili p\u00ebrcjell dometh\u00ebnie dhe emocion n\u00ebp\u00ebr rreshta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nga Mirela Mu\u00e7aj,<\/strong> m\u00ebsuese gjuh\u00eb-let\u00ebrsie<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Rritemi gjithmon\u00eb drejt t\u00eb menduarit se prind\u00ebrit jan\u00eb shembulli e modeli se si duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb njeriu, busulla drejt nj\u00eb orientimi t\u00eb pagabuesh\u00ebm, dora hyjnore e paz\u00ebvend\u00ebsueshme drejt s\u00eb drejt\u00ebs, me asnj\u00eb fije dyshimi apo dyzimi n\u00eb drejtimin q\u00eb ato na japin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb jemi nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb i cili edhe pse nuk arrin t\u00eb kuptoj\u00eb shum\u00eb\u00e7ka, ndjen brenda vetes edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se i nevojitet; e nj\u00eb dit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr jemi t\u00eb rritur t\u00eb cil\u00ebt edhe pse pas metamorfoz\u00ebs s\u00eb viteve kan\u00eb s\u00ebrish syrin e brendsh\u00ebm t\u00eb dikursh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Jo pa q\u00ebllim theksoj fjal\u00ebn \u201crritemi\u201d, sepse un\u00eb mendoj se prind nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb ai q\u00eb t\u00eb lind, por ai q\u00eb t\u00eb rrit; e un\u00eb kam pasur fatin e kam ndjer\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrjetuar t\u00eb dyja drit\u00ebhijet e t\u00eb mir\u00ebs dhe err\u00ebsir\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n E njohura ime kaq e panjohur,kaq e larg\u00ebt, kaq e huaj!<\/p>\n\n\n\n Gjeneza e asgj\u00ebs\u00eb, gjeneza e braktisjes, filizi i \u00e7do dhimbjeje, fundi pa pasur fillim vesh mask\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebmtuar t\u00eb koh\u00ebve tona, nj\u00ebjt\u00eb si n\u00eb koh\u00ebt e vjetra, nj\u00ebjt\u00eb si vetvetja. Posht\u00ebrsia q\u00eb q\u00ebndron pezull n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn frekuenc\u00eb cinike, nj\u00eb tregtar g\u00ebnjeshtrash p\u00ebr cilindo q\u00eb d\u00ebshiron t\u2019i vendos\u00eb \u201c\u00e7mimin\u201d fisnik\u00ebri. Ti vjedh lot\u00ebt e kujtdo q\u00eb i shkaktove dhimbje, i ruan dhe i rivendos mbi mask\u00ebn t\u00ebnde p\u00ebr t\u00eb riluajtur n\u00eb sken\u00eb viktim\u00ebn. \u00c7do fjal\u00eb e dal\u00eb prej teje m\u00eb pickon mendimet dhunsh\u00ebm, nj\u00eb kujtim ankthioz si vet\u00eb ti. \u00c7do fjal\u00eb q\u00eb u mungoi ngjarjeve e koh\u00ebs aty ku kishe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se detyrim, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se borxh, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se vet\u00eb jeta. Shembulli m\u00eb i keq i t\u00eb gjitha koh\u00ebrave, duke veshur but\u00ebsin\u00eb e dhembshurin\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e p\u00ebrjetoi kurr\u00eb, n\u00eb nj\u00eb shpirt, n\u00eb ekzistenc\u00ebn e t\u00eb cilit nuk besoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Askush nuk na m\u00ebson si t\u00eb jemi prind\u00ebr pa m\u00ebsuar fillimisht si t\u00eb kultivojm\u00eb njer\u00ebzoren, dhe pa e pasur k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00ebn do t\u00eb jemi gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb cik\u00ebl i d\u00ebshtuar eksperimental i bot\u00ebs uniforme. Ndaj ti je gjithmon\u00eb modeli q\u00eb sjell nd\u00ebrmend vagullt kur mendoj se \u00e7far\u00eb trajte ka d\u00ebshtimi.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n N\u00eb fakt, ne m\u00ebsojm\u00eb t\u00eb jemi prind jo vet\u00ebm nga ajo q\u00eb jemi m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb marrim nga prind\u00ebrit tan\u00eb, por sidomos nga ajo q\u00eb nuk jemi m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb marrim, dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht kjo ajo q\u00eb na b\u00ebn t\u2019i m\u00ebshojm\u00eb fort n\u00eb kultin ton\u00eb t\u00eb familjes q\u00eb krijojm\u00eb. Shembulli q\u00eb marrim n\u00eb jet\u00eb, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, me pavet\u00ebdijen e asaj q\u00eb na rrethon, b\u00ebhet vet\u00eb vet\u00ebdija, mekanizmi e kritika e t\u00eb kuptuarit m\u00eb tep\u00ebr dhe kur \u00ebsht\u00eb ende e panevojshme. Nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb nuk ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb rritet i fort\u00eb, nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb ka nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb ndihet f\u00ebmij\u00eb. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb fundit nuk mund t\u00eb them t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb, tek ajo, forca m\u00eb hyjnore e jet\u00ebs nuk ka qen\u00eb modeli m\u00eb sublim apo i pagabuesh\u00ebm, n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ka qen\u00eb ai m\u00eb trazues, \u00e7\u2019orientues, e dyzues, ai ka qen\u00eb modeli q\u00eb m\u00eb rriti para kohe, modeli para s\u00eb cilit ndihesha m\u00eb pak f\u00ebmij\u00eb e m\u00eb pak e mbrojtur, nj\u00eb \u201csiguri\u201d q\u00eb endej n\u00eb aj\u00ebr t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb e q\u00eb nuk ekzistonte ve\u00e7se si nj\u00eb prodhim sekuencial i asaj q\u00eb do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb ishte ndryshe n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Megjithat\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht ky boshll\u00ebk q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb ndiej m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se sa me fat isha q\u00eb destinimi im biologjik t\u00eb mos ishte i nj\u00ebjt\u00eb me at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb rriti, q\u00eb m\u00eb themeloi jet\u00ebn. M\u00eb ndryshoi, m\u00ebsoi dhe formoi. Mentori im i dashuris\u00eb pa kushte; i plot\u00ebsimit, edukimit, pranis\u00eb, fjal\u00ebs mikprit\u00ebse, dor\u00ebs s\u00eb ngroht\u00eb dhe dhembshuris\u00eb at\u00ebrore. N\u00ebn drejtimin e tij e dija q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb humbisja kurr\u00eb e edhe n\u00ebse humbisja n\u00eb skutat m\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebta t\u00eb bot\u00ebs sime, e dija se ai do t\u00eb m\u00eb gjente dhe do t\u00eb kujdesej but\u00ebsisht, si\u00e7 vet\u00ebm ai dinte t\u00eb ishte. Ty, modelit m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur se si duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb njeriu, streh\u00ebs time m\u00eb t\u00eb sigurt, lamtumira fizike e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs m\u00eb shemb shpirtin nga malli, ty gjysh. Ty dhe \u00e7dokujt si ti, q\u00eb madh\u00ebshtia e shpirtit \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrtej mas\u00ebs s\u00eb l\u00ebnd\u00ebs, krenaria e s\u00eb cil\u00ebve \u00ebsht\u00eb emblema e nj\u00eb eksperience t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebsore, boshti e muza e gjith\u00ebkoh\u00ebshme. T\u00eb jem nj\u00eb autore e vet\u00eb shkrimtarit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs time\u2026heroizmit t\u00eb s\u00eb cilit nuk mundem t\u2019i mas skajet!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Krijim letrar nga m\u00ebsuesja e gjuh\u00eb-let\u00ebrsis\u00eb Mirela Mu\u00e7aj, nj\u00eb shkrim i cili p\u00ebrcjell dometh\u00ebnie dhe emocion n\u00ebp\u00ebr rreshta. Nga Mirela Mu\u00e7aj, m\u00ebsuese gjuh\u00eb-let\u00ebrsie Rritemi gjithmon\u00eb drejt t\u00eb menduarit se prind\u00ebrit jan\u00eb shembulli e modeli se si duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb njeriu, busulla drejt nj\u00eb orientimi t\u00eb pagabuesh\u00ebm, dora hyjnore e paz\u00ebvend\u00ebsueshme drejt s\u00eb drejt\u00ebs, me asnj\u00eb fije …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":19795,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":true,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/06\/IMG_9366.jpeg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19794"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19794"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19794\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19796,"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19794\/revisions\/19796"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19795"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19794"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19794"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/voranews.al\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19794"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}\n